these drawings were drew by my lil brother!







he claims that it's a robot.
















it then transformed to have a bigger head with limbs.















later, it became more sophisticated. with a gun!
there was a face too.














but it ate too much. and grew fat.
until it's belly button became visible.









kids are so adorable. but irritating at times. however, i still love my lil bro very much!

well, as what i promised. these were some pictures we took on the day of the musical.










thats teow hweeeeeeeeeeee....!!









we agreed to make ugly faces. do you even pass sab?












that was sab btw.











i think she's pissed!












i'm irritating huh.











ok. i admit i blacken her mole.














well. i realised that there isn't any decent pictures of me!

went to work for this event at sentosa golf course. i was working at 1 of the casino games. saw many models. they're practically accompanying the guests, allowing them to touch them. i guess that's their job. they danced this sexy strip dance too. well, they seems ok about it. kinda see another side of life.

i got to know this uncle. he scared me! he kept telling me stuff about himself and asking me out. it's frightening! i was terrified. i kept moving away. being the only girl, the guys there kinda protect me from him. i soon learnt that he's just fooling around and meant no harm. then, i loosen it out. however, i'm felt kinda apprehensive when he's gonna send me home. ah pok damn nice la! he was suggesting that i drop at his house, then he take his dad's car and drive me home. awwww, damn sweet! the uncle also told me something. dont be 100% in love with a person. then you won't be too upset if he/she hurts you. i think its kinda true. well, why even love when you're afraid. so don't love.

my god!! the musical forbidden city is awesome! i wouldn't mind watching it again. the show is filled with joy, happiness, hatred and heart ache. it's amazing! the musical makes me wanna fall in love! seriously, u guys should watch it! i realise there's alot of "!!". i'm damn excited la.

rayner and jonathan picked us up from esplanade to celebrate winson's birthday after the musical. we went bedok 85 to eat while wearing our not-so-formal-but-formal dress. many eyes stared. but we didn't really care. went winson house to pee and met his dog, rex. it's adorable! while playing with rex, i realise that it's wet. then i learnt that it just pee-ed! great..i dirtied my dress. haha. but i didn't really care.

i took tons of ugly pictures of myself. shall upload it next time! well, it was my 1st musical afterall.

i love my friends! i'm glad i met them. especially sab, angela and poh suan! i reckon they're the best! they're meticulous at my every needs and interests. seriously, no. gratefully, they are my friends.

have been going out alot. aimlessly. there's 1 incident which makes my tummy ache. was in the train with sab. a group of lians and bengs were there. 1 of the ah lians kept scolding 'chee bai' and ask the person on the phone to fight one-on-one with her. she spoke rudely and loudly. she seems proud to be an ah lian and cursing people. sab was wondering why ah lians love to say 'chee bai'. seems like they love to put 'chee bai' in their mouth. sab can be quite astounding when comes to derision. its kinda funny though.

it's good to talk to friends who are once close to you. talked to jason. this sec school friend of mine. i missed talking to him. he's one sweet ass. he's some guy who i can really talk to, pouring out my unhappy thoughts. well...it's his birthday today! and guess what.. he's birthday wish is for me! awwww. u might think its cheesy, but it meant damn alot to me! reminiscing the past is a damn nice thing, esp happy thoughts. i seriously missed all my sec sch close friends. all the stupid ding dong we did. getting punished together. burning the home econ room. singing hi-5 songs. teasing Mr loo when he got out of tune. tons more! brings back memories...well, its fun to do those stuff again.

okok. maybe i overstate about the teachers ill-treating the kids. my bad. but the incident is something like that.

was at camp these few days. unexpectedly, it turned out fun! like watching pohsuan dancing pole dance infront of 60 people. ha! it was extremely hilarious. well, should have video it down.

worked on sunday at east coast park. it was for this healthy, family event. however, the rain came halfway through. good and bad. good was people are gone. we can stop work early. bad was only our tent caught the rain! our cover was blown up by the strong wind. teow hwee went to us and pull it down! he's a real man. he, standing there in the rain, holding the cover for us, while we're inside the tent. ps, an, sab and myself were real drenched! make-up were smudged, hair was in a mess! we looked horrible! while other girls were still clean and dry. sadly, shareen was there. she made us looked even horrible with her ever-pretty face and dry hair. but, we had fun! we went crazy, dancing with the music in the rain, dancing limbo rock, playing this all time favourite childhood gun game, bla bla bla. after work, we wanted to cycle around the park but we don't have enough money! haha. so, we sat at a corner, eating ice-cream and tibits waiting for the guys to finish. at the end of the day, we ate dinner and took a cab home!

an exhausted day it is!

i need to bitch! my bro went changi airport as an excursion this monday. my mum just found out something horrible about those teachers. they actually squeezed all the kids into 1 skytrain! and the door couldn't even close. the doors kept closing while some of the kids were squeezing into the skytrain and duh!, the kids were hurt!! kids were crying while outsiders suggested to the principal that they should spilt them and wait for the next train. but guess what! the principal ignored and continue squeezing the kids! it's just not humane! and during tea-break, there wasn't enough food for all. some kids got nothing to eat while all teachers had! i heard that some of the kids even begged for food. what are those people thinking. do they even have conscience? where did all their ethical and moral principles go! their folks upbringing had gone down the drain. and seriously, these people need to be sweared! this is child abuse.

eversince my bro was born, i was given much more freedom. however, i've been entrusted this responsibility. that's to be available whenever my folks needed me to take care of my bro. even if it's to cancel my date. it's just so unfair. i hate it when my friends do not understand and got pissed with me. thats why, by every means, i'll try my best not to forsake the date. i'm extremely perplexed!

to friends,
please understand my resposibility and entrust me with your understanding. thanks.

caught a movie. devil wears prada. it showcased all the beautiful clothings. and the tough work behind those fanciful lifes. i kinda like it though.

AND guess what! i'm gonna watch forbidden city with sab and ps!!! ohmygod, i cant wait. while we're buying the tickets, there's a lady in her early 30s approaches me. she asked where i got my shorts from. i was so delighted as she meant my shorts are nice! BUT after she left, the sistic counter assistant told me that she's a lunatic!! she used to posed them with many weird questions!! well....i'm........posed!

what a day!

was pondering alot lately. things happened so abruptly. had many sober thoughts. well, i got to cheer up. was talking to kenji yesterday. this guy seriously, you'll laugh at his laughter not his jokes. he made me reminisce the times we talked to each other. nice. he's just different from other guys. i like him. i love all my friends! they've have so nice to me lately. especially sab. but sergeant and angela too!! just love you guys alot. realise that friends really are more devoted than your other half. zealous friends i have.