music represents periods of your life. there may be a time where you love this particular music, listen to it often, or even set it as your message ringtone. and coincidently, you message this particular person frequently, at that point of time. however, things changed. and that music is no longer to your liking. and therefore, had a change of ringtone. time past. and that music you used to love, comes to you again. you soon indulged yourself in reminiscence. feeling a little heart aching but having a tinge of happiness at the same time.

smell, represents periods of your life too. often, when you walk past somewhere, you may smell a scent from past. and feel nostalgic all over. you will start racking your brains, trying to remember when was that period of time. nevertheless, you just can't remember. and that, leaves you a small mystery. after time, you soon forgot the scent of the smell and that mystery remains a mystery forever.

words and behaviour too, represents time of your life. you grow up. the choice of words in your language changed. and in turn, behaviour changed. someday, you come across those words you used to use and love. a nostalgia for the past.

I got hurt my one of my friend today. Yes. I admit I’m kinda very dependent on others. But I can’t help it. I hate feeling lonely. SERIOUSLY. I’ve been lonely and envying others who have their siblings for companion for 15 years. Well, I’m trying to change myself. I need time. Patience from you guys as well.

I think I’m selfish in nature. Lest I would lose someone, I might do something to prevent that from happening. even if it concerns other party’s happiness. I’m not saying I will do that. It’s just that the thoughts of intentions are there. Fortunately, I did succumb my temptations. Or else, the outcome would be catastrophic. Oh well, I got to learn to be independent. That’s all.

seriously, those tags are getting on my nerves.

groin: yaaa mann.. prob something kinky. im jealous
lanchao: kukuchao! im really curious too. i really like the his patches of hair on his legs
kukuchao: why put all that kinda photo?? put nicer ones ah. what else you did on the bed? I m curious...:P

wayne aka hor jiao u're fucking cute. (mocking with sarcasm)


ed to all: do u think i should give aaron a chance?

well, i dont know who this is. but definitely wayne and friends. although he reckoned it wasn't him.


the REALEST ed: huh? "the REAL ed" is a fake. whats going on?

to REALEST ed. get a life.


aaron: will you go out with me please?

aaron wouldn't be dumb enough to say that.


real ed to fake ed: going out or nt going out with aaron doesnt cocern all u guys! so what if im seeing him.. jealous say ah!

please brush up your english. and i'm not saying mine's fantastic.


nick carter: hey so wassup? tis is nick carter speaking to u live in down town manhattan

wow nick carter. i'm so honoured to have you here. well, u're dumb enough to get yourself a paris tattoo and cover it with another design later.

awwww. my cousin she'.s the sweetest living thing on earth. she actually consulted me about love earlier on, like i'm some kind of pro.

phy: you're the only one whom knows me best.. I LOVE YOU MY DEAREST COUSIN!

that's her nick! i'm moved. and that zelynn. she's damn funny. you'll be appalled by her replies and actions. she's bloody cute. she actually fancies me squeezing her pus on her feet. HA-HA. but of cos, i still do love sab.

to mr tang. thank you sooo much for helping me with this blog. and to this particular unsung hero i know. u're simply GREAT.

*oh. and ignore those tags.

i was conferencing with sab and sergeant on the phone yesterday. i complained about having this painful wrenching at my breast. and bitched about spraining my butt once in a blue moon. sergeant went, "eeeeeee! edwina u damn disgusting." out of fit, i said," please la! as if u never sprained ur dick before." then we started laughing. after an hour of talking, sab and sergeant confessed that there's ACTUALLY another party on the line too! and that was ELMO. WTH. soo sooo sooo embarrassed.

and oh. eating my 5Th hip hop jelly ice cream right now!

well, today's bernie's birthday. and tomorrow's sergeant's birthday. we went to this cafe which provide dining and playing of board games. we had so much fun playing the games. however, benny and i got a little bored. and decided to play truth or dare with each other. so, my first dare was to french kiss pohsuan. HA-HA. guess what. i did it! i felt so traumatized after that. but at least my new year's resolution was fulfilled. well, benny got to say out his date partner on new year's eve. so we're quits. also, i got to know 2 new friends. denice and shu shen. they're so fun! i'm sure that bernie and sergeant enjoyed the celebration with them around. and of cos, with us too.

and oh. i'm sinned.

people just dont really trust in telling me their stuff. maybe it's me. but oh well, i'm really glad when people confine in me! and ask for directions. a friend just did! honestly, i'm pretty honoured. well, the news SHOCKED me. obviously. however, it was the 1st time i'm actually happy for someone. Now, i truely understand the meaning of being happy for others. thanks for teaching me, my dear friend. i used to be selfish. be it feelings or sharing my stuff. being the only child till the age of 15, i didnt have the chance to share my stuff with anyone. and i'm always unwilling to share them with people. until i met sab. she seems okay in sharing. be it sweets or allowing others to copy her answer. so, i thank you too. weeeeeeeee!

and gosh. my head's actually bigger than his.

i think his hand is able to wrap his entire head.

well, he's definitely the COOL type of indian.

weeeeeeeeee! i ACTUALLY, changed the blogskin by myself! woohoo~ i bet you guys are proud of me like i'm proud of myself :D . okay. series of events happened to me. joyous events! first of all, results. although they were not as fantastic as sab's, i'm quite fine with them. and 'fine' excludes java. like DUH. my java sucks big time. and as you know, i've been craving ba gua for the past few days!!! and my dad bought them for me today! awww. parents do love us alot huh. also, i've been complaining about cereal box being empty for days. and my mum bought it today! NOW, my house's loaded with food. hehe.

that was my redition.

haha. i swear we were not drunk! maybe it was the mochi.

please adopt us!

ok. you're sweet.

guess where i went on new year's eve. hotel 81! geylang somemore. with jon, rayner, han wei and sabby.



it wrote hotel 81 PRINCESS. sab said that it humilated her.







alright. she didnt say that.



apparently, i had my reasons. it was a last minute decision and most of the hotel had no more vacancy. but the biggest reason was that we're kinda budget. haha. i felt embarrassed to walk in when we reached the hotel. well, we did it! after the countdown and we went for supper. it's kinda silly that we actually went macdonald's for supper. well, it's not as crowded.






jon's unsexy leg.













okay. that's kinda erm. ok.whatever.











woooooo. jon and i were on the bed. having fun~






we went back the hotel and it became kinda, boring having nothing to do. besides trying to hear sounds from next door. and we had a pillow fight! woohoo!~



after the tedious fight, we were exhausted. Therefore, we decided to watch the incredibles (a.k.a fantastic 4, winks at jon) . in which the guys slept except han wei. so we had a plan. a wake-up plan.



Also, we drew on their face. having no eye liner, we used mascara.







i wanted to draw a tic-tac-toe game on his face. but he woke up. darn.













and we tied this poor guy's hair. awww. isnt that cute?





we then painted their toe nails with lip gloss. SICK huh. sab's idea. we had a hard time waking them up. fortunately, our effort's were not in vain. went home around 9am. and got a thrashing from mum. :(

(PS: it was my idea actually)