yes. i do admit that i do care about what others think of me. who doesn't.
BUT. when i said i really do not care, i mean it. obviously there are stuff that i do not care about what others thought. so everyone, stop harping that i do. it really irks me.
okay. fine. i might be
over sensitive on that particular moment and thought of stupid stuff which might not be it.
MIGHT NOT. well, i still feel it meant like that though. maybe i was being ridiculous, maybe i was being skeptical
but BUT BUT, i feel you acted totally different that day.
i do know that you cant be there 24/7 which i totally understand. however, sometimes being only a girl with selfish thoughts, i do hope that i can reach you whenever i need you, which most of the times, i can't. it really upsets me. and you thinking everything is fast and all, really scares me. yes. i do think it's fast. but i didnt think of it as a bad thing though. but you worrying, make me afraid of losing you .
even more. i dont want to lose you. that fast.
i used to think that my friends really understand and know me. but not anymore. i dont think anyone understands me or how i feel
EXACTLY. perhaps no one does understands anybody entirely. i think i need to talk to a doll or something and replying to myself at the same time. i hope i dont go crazy.
at times, i really think you made my life topsy turvy. i really hate all those dramas. it seems like i cant live as tranquil as can be. bitch.
