I got hurt my one of my friend today. Yes. I admit I’m kinda very dependent on others. But I can’t help it. I hate feeling lonely. SERIOUSLY. I’ve been lonely and envying others who have their siblings for companion for 15 years. Well, I’m trying to change myself. I need time. Patience from you guys as well.

I think I’m selfish in nature. Lest I would lose someone, I might do something to prevent that from happening. even if it concerns other party’s happiness. I’m not saying I will do that. It’s just that the thoughts of intentions are there. Fortunately, I did succumb my temptations. Or else, the outcome would be catastrophic. Oh well, I got to learn to be independent. That’s all.